I'm striking back, in a very, very small way, to try ease the tension with a minor diversion. I can play solo games to take my mind of it for a brief while. Solo play isn't something most players do. Partly, I'm sure, it's because most solo games hold little tension or surprises. I know of one set of rules that dispel that idea. They are called Piquet.
I've just started a series of reports on my solo refight of the Battle of Soor 1745 with specific, and constant reference, to how Piquet rules govern games and why Piquet is the best set of solo rules ever written (IMHO).
Link: https://olicanalad.blogspot.com/2020/03/the-battle-of-soor-played-solo-part-1.html
And, there's a lots of pics too, if solo still isn't your bag.
Keep Safe,
James